14.12

Today, I'm feeling like 22 !!!! 

Thank you God for another year that you have given to me. Thank you, my lovely families and best friends. Finally, thanks for the surprise, the survivors. Haha. 

6.50

Today is an amazing day. Why? Let me tell you.
So, at Saturday night, there was a conflict among my group. Actually, it's kinda a big problem. But, because of the difference culture, it became a serious problem. I was so frustated. Then, I asked them to meet this evening.

Before I went to church, I was wondering what it would be happened. I prayed a lot at church. Finally,  when I was eating my lunch, they said that they were wrong, so the conflict was done. I felt so happy. However, the next problem is my internet connection. I don't know why I couldn't send the email to the professor. But, it was solved by borrowing my friend's internet.

Now, I'm so freaking tired. I hope I will not face the same problem like this again.

9.10

So, winter is coming to town !!!
The weather has been freaking cold since Monday. Even when I looked at the weather forecast, it will be -1 degree Celsius on Friday. Well, it's gonna be a cold December.

11.33

It's not insomnia again. I'm waiting for 12am to say happy birthday to my friend.
So, I'm gonna tell about today's Sunday service. The pastor talked about the fruits of Spirit. Although I do not agree with some of his opinions, the preach reminds me to be more humble as a Christian.  I know that I have been saved by God, but I still have to take attention to how I live based on the fruits of spirit.

After service, we usually have group fellowship. I failed to fulfill my promise to speak out my opinion. Fortunately, my leader didn't ask me to pray before we went home.

Then, I went to market to buy a sweater for my friend. Haha. The sweater is so damn beautiful. I really like it. I hope that my friend will love it.

So, this is my blog for today. And tomorrow is December! That means I can eat normally again after being poor for days.

11.30

I've just come back from the city. I accompanied my friend to buy a new laptop. We went to 3 different stores but those stores are not close each other. Also, I bought 1.3 L soap, 500 ml conditioner, and 4 boxes of crackers. As you can imagine that it was extremely exhausted. So, I think I will go nowhere for this weekend and go to sleep. Sleeping is the best way to enjoy my weekend, 因为我爱睡觉! 哈哈。

1.30

It's 1.30 a.m.

Well, I've just finished my night class of Organizational Behavior.  At the first time, I thought that this class would be so damn boring, because it was an intensive class (so, we only studied for 1 week). But, it was quite fun and I learn some things from this class.

At the first day, we had to make groups for a group assignment. However, this assignment requires to do some interviews with local people. We had negotiated with the lecturer whether we can do interviews with Indonesian or not. And...we failed (of course). The lecturer suggested us to join with local students. We were so worried due to the fact that we didn't know anybody and their culture. But, it isn't a problem now.

Personally, I like this idea. I feel like I'm challenged and I also want to know more about the local culture, how they cooperate with us, and their daily behavior. I and my Indonesian friend join a group with 3 amazing girls. They've worked, but unlike other local students, they still want to do the best for the assignment and I'm so happy about this.

I've learned a lot of things from my teammates.  First, I learned how to use QQ. lol. QQ is very useful to chat and share documents. It's a good application. Second, they have strong commitment. Their homes are so far away from the university and they have no much time, but they always come to the class and preview the materials before the class. Next, there's no power distance like I thought before. All of 3 girls are older than me and my friend, even 1 of them will be married soon, but they see us as their friends. They are so funny and kind. I love being with them.

The class has just finished, but I still have a group assignment to do. I hope my group will be a great team.

My Current Ordinary Life

After I had been frustrated for a month of having no access to my favorite website, finally my friend could get the solution. So, here I am.

It is the first time for me to live apart from my lovely parents. I admit that it was so hard to adjust my life with limited money, big expenditures, and some new kinds of food. However, I got some new friends. Fortunately, they are very kind (maybe because we are in the same position, I guess).

At the first day, I ate McDonalds. Not because we really like eat it (yeah, we like it so much, actually), but because we had no idea thus we couldn't speak Chinese! Nonetheless, the food is much better than Indonesia's. On the next days, we managed a lot of things in order to stay here. It was very exhausted yet fun, like we can get closer into each other.

As a postgraduate student, I do not have a mid term test (yay), but I have 3 assignments to do. It's only three. However, I can do all the assignments like for years. It's very hard to finish all in time. Now, after a month, I've just finished 1 group assignments which is "the easiest" one. So, welcome to postgraduate life.

The other change in my life is I learn more to manage my time and money due to the fact that I can't depend on my parents to provide me food, clothes, transportation, and others. I have to do all things by myself, dependently. It's not easy at all since I do not expect that some things here are more expensive than Indonesia, like shampoo and soap. I was getting shocked when I bought them. I know that it will be beyond my this month's financial target. I have talked to my parents and I felt guilty. But, I determine to save my money more in the following months.

Finally, it's my current ordinary life. Well, I hope I can enjoy it for the next 2 years.

Answering 92 Questions

I was tagged by my friend and I should've written this on Facebook. However,  since my Facebook's friends are not only my close friends. so I prefer to answer these 92 questions here.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: The Original Vanilla by Coffee Bean

2. Last phone call: Daddy

3. Last text message: Gita

4. Last song you listened to: Whistle by Flo Rida

5. Last time you cried: forgot


HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Been cheated on: no

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: no

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: yes

11. Been drunk and threw up: no


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

 12. purple

 13. yellow

 14. blue or black (I can't choose!)


LAST YEAR (2013), HAVE YOU:

 15. Made a new friend: yes

 16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

 18. Met someone who changed you: probably, yes

 19. Found out who your true friends are: yup

 20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, bcs my mom told me (geez women!)

 21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list: no


GENERAL:

22. How many people on your Fb friends list do you know in real life: 98% of my FB friends

 23. What do you want to be when you grow up: traveler and freelance photographer

 24. Do you have any pets: no

25. Do you want to change your name: never although I have a super long name.

 26. What did you wish for your last birthday: uhm...

 27. What time did you wake up today:5.30 a.m.

 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Scrolling the twitter timeline.

 29. Name something you can't wait for: snow?

 30. Last time you saw your mother: a second ago

 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing

 32. What are you listening to right now: Clarity by Zedd feat. Foxes

 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no

 34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my upcoming study plan

 35. Most visited webpage: detik, kompas, youtube, and twitter.

 36. What are you doing right now: i am typing...

 38. Relationship status: it's complicated. LOL, jk. I'm a happy single lady.

 39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

 40. He or She: both

 41. Elementary: Taman Harapan, KK, Petra

 42. High School: Kalam Kudus

 43. College: Untar

 44. Hair color: black

 45. Long or Short: long hair

 46. Height: 153 cm

 47. Do you have a crush on someone? yes, Enrique Iglesias. LOL

 48. How many people have you been in a relationship with: zero

 49. Piercings: ears

 50. Tattoos: one day, I will.

 51. Right or Left: right


FIRSTS:

 52. First surgery: arm

 53. First piercing: when I was a baby

 54. First best friend: a girl next door

 55. First sport you joined: nothing

 56. First vacation: Batu?

 57. What phone are you using: samsung

 58. First pair of trainers: what is this?

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: no

60. Drinking: no

 61. I'm about to: eat.

 62. Listening to: The Scientist by Coldplay (this song is so good)

 63. Waiting for: rain


YOUR FUTURE:

 64. Want kids? never think about this

 65. Get married? probably

 66. Career? I dunno, but I have to have a great career.


WHICH IS BETTER:

 67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: taller... bcs I'm so short

70. Older or younger: I dunno.

 71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both

73. Sensitive or loud: loud

 74. Hook-up or relationship: no idea

 75. Troublemaker or hesitant: no idea


HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: never

 77. Drank hard liquor: never

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no

79. Sex on first date: never

 80. Broke someones heart: maybe, yes. Once.

81. Had your own heart broken: yes

82. Been arrested: no and never.

 83. Turned someone down: yes

84. Cried when someone died: yes

 85. Fallen for a friend: no


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes

87. Miracles: yes

88. Love at first sight: no

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: no

91. Kissing on the first date: no

92. Angels: yes