Life is a real competition

Life is like a competition. The competition consists of a lot of games with different size. There are mini games, intermediate games, and big games. Every game has its challenges and tricks. They are not just a game that we can win by doing nothing. Perhaps, we can win some games with some helps. However, mostly, we should consider to use manners or rational egoism. People say that kindness could defeat everything. Honestly, I do not think it will work to every situation in life since people may misuse our kindness that leads to prevent us to enjoy life. Therefore, in certain circumstances, I have chosen rational egoism as my reaction. I am whatever I am. I will give my kindness in right situation and time. No one can force me to do it. Because, for me, if someone asked you to do something that can makes you annoyed and you follow him, you definitely have no control in your own life and you have lost the game.

11.54

今天的天空提醒我的家乡。天空很使清新。我好想我的家乡，家人，好朋友， 也印尼的食物。但是我不可以断，因为明天我有考试。我要好好学习。加油吧！

The Little Thing

People say that when this little thing runs to you, the world is going to be amazingly beautiful. However, I do not understand the reasons. This little thing came to me. It is beautiful, strange, and awful at the same time. I have tried to refuse it because this little thing brings me to the wrong person and situation. I should not own this little thing. But, whenever I think I can delete it, it comes again. Like it has happened tonight. This little thing showed up when I was not ready at all. I am really tired of this little thing.

2.22.15

We can lose the direction of life until no one can fix it.

Grandpa :)

Grandpa, mom always tells me that you were a good man. No, you were a great man. You did care your children. You rarely talked, but you showed it by your actions. Why did you leave before I was born? Mom said that you were waiting for me so bad. But why did you not wait for me? It was only one year until I was existed in this cruel world where I need you as my grandpa. Eventhough I never meet you, I love you from the deepest of my heart. I'm sure, I'll meet you someday. I also hope that I'll get a boyfriend like you :D I miss you, grandpa.

Internship Edition

So, I get an internship for this holiday as an accountant which I didn't expect. Bcs being an accountant in the holiday isn't fun at all, trust me.
For the first time, I used my best clothes and formal black shoes. It was okay with the shoes. So, I tried to use it again this morning. But...it killed my feet. This is the story. I started working at 10 am. But I had come at 9 am. So, I went to the nearest mall and ordered a doughnut. I checked my dirty pants and shoes. When I looked at my feet, oh my goodness, the blood had covered my left heel. I was so shocked. After I cleaned up and ate my doughnut, I went to the restroom and every single step is a torture. At the office, I changed my shoes with sandals (and cleaned my heels again). That shoes are really the beautiful killer.

Let's we talk about the internship.  For the first job, I have to compare two different data. Do you think it's easy? No, at all. I almost gave up. It's extremely tiring. However, I got some new friends. They are funny and kind. Even my boss is looked like my friend. She's like bad but actually, she is super kind.

So this is my first episode of my internship..

My unexpected journey

This holiday, I have to come back home due to no one will sell food. So, I booked a flight at 2.30 on Friday. However, the flight was delayed until 4 pm. It was still okay. But when we arrived at Hongkong. The plane had gone and we were moved to the midnight flight. This was not so funny at all. We were extremely exhausted and wanted to go home asap. Fortunately, we got a $75-restaurant voucher. It's quite big amount. I ordered a set of rice and pork, yoghurt, and an ice tea. Then, I could go around the airport. I love the airport as it provides the branded shops, like Zara, Rolex, Chanel, Burberry, Coach, and Miu Miu. :D

Finally,  it was the time to fly. I was so ready to sleep but gosh, my body was like separated each others because I brought two heavy bags when I went around the airport. I only slept for 3 hours then I (finally) watched 'The Maze Runner'. Oh, I also looked at a lot of stars and a bright moon from the plane for the first time. It was so damn beautiful.

At 5 am, I arrived. My parents picked me up and brought me to McDonald's. So, this is my story about 16 hours journey to go home.